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[05 Sep 2005|07:54pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

This is to all the people from my past who imed me last night...

Move on with your fucking lives... You were the ones who decided to stab me in the back when all I had ever been to both of you was a great friend. I decided to move on with my life why couldnt you. No that would be to easy, you just had to come back up and try to drag me down with you didnt yah? Well i aint going down that easily. I see you all for who you really are, just one sad little stalker who decided to come back and read my livejournal and then talk to Kevin Douglas to try and find out who my boyfriend was and the other a pathetic kid who will stay in the closet forever even though we all know that you let Kevin fuck you like the slutty little gay boy you are.

I have moved on with my life, move on with yours, Dwight take me off of your buddy list u sad lil closet case, and noah just leave me the fuck alone and stop reading my live journal.

You are all soooo fucking pathetic...

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Interesting... [09 Aug 2005|12:05am]
[ mood | rejected ]

Well, i got home from work and logged onto aim of course, but i decided to wait and see who would im me... I was suprized to see who im'ed me right away, and who ttok forever to, and who didnt at all.
I just thought it was interesting...
love yall! But i need to go to bed!


[07 Aug 2005|02:13am]
True Story. A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage. The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholisim is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said fuck or worshiped Satan. A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.

If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're catholic or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness.

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[03 Aug 2005|01:39am]
[ mood | hot ]

WOW!! I totally forgot about this livejournal didnt i?
oh well I believe that greatest journal is way better everything is free there! woot woot!
So its been FOREVER since i have updated this, but I went on the trip to europe and it was the best time of my life, i had sooo much fun!! I miss alol of my friends i made in those 20 days, miss yall!!
So ive just been working my ass off lately to get money back after i spent it all in europe, oh well the hot clothes were worth it!!
So thats about all thats happened,
love yall

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WOW!! [13 Apr 2005|10:03pm]
[ mood | WOW!! I cant explain ]

Wow today was just the BEST!!
I know i said that about yesturday, but today was even beter! The DAY OF SILENCE went over soo well, sooo many people participated and it ment soo much to me, there was only one bad thing that happened, and i wont say ne thing but the fact that, even though there is soo much support in our generation, and soo much tolerance, we still have a long ways to go to iron out all of the intolerance in the country.
So yah like 40 ppl participated it was great, and i found a kick ass outfit to wear, i wore my old kung fuu jacket which is all japanesse like, it was totally hawt! lol, like there were soo many ppl in black!! I love you all!! And hannah took alot of pictures, so visit her journal in a couple days when she adds them!! (xdontletmegox on greatest journal)
So yah that was school.

After school, i came home and got ready to go to chaos (christians hyped about our savior, ie the christian youth group lol) with hannah, stephie and stephen! It was soo beyond the best. I thought it was going to b all ppl judging me, but it wasnt everyone was sooo nice, and everyone came up to meet me and hannah, they were all like :stick out hands:: "hi im so and so, nice to meet u" And everyone was WAY BEYOND KOOL!!! And we had this one guy playing guitar and singing some songs to us, and we all sang along, and had our eyes closed and hands up to the sky and everything, it was really soo wonderful. And than we were asked to let god into our hearts, and they asked us to kneal down and humble ourselfs so that god would come to us, and i was the first one to kneal down, and i was actually tearing up, hannah was crying, and soo was stephie, i swear everyone was tearing up. So than we talked about "contagious chiristians" and i am deffinatly going to the christian rock concert on friday with hannah stephie and stephen! I cannot wait.
It was such a wonderful feeling to be in there with everyone, and realize that there really are people who are this nice and dont care who you are, and will love you no matter waht. I really needed something to believe in to keep me going, and i found it! Im soo happy, i am all smiles seriously. I am on this incrdible high right now like just soo happy. I know to some of u (we;; most of u) it sounds retarted but im not kiding thats how this made me feel. :D god im soo happy!!

I love you all,
and thank you hannah and stephi for asking me to come tonight, cause it really did mean alot to me.
So friday for the christian concert, and im going to church sunday!! yay!!
Love you ALLL!!!


[01 Apr 2005|08:52pm]
At your ten year high school reunion... by robbiewriter
Your school name
Your name
Your job will beLawyer
You will be worth$883,946
Everyone will think you are the hottest guy at the reunion!
Quiz created with MemeGen!


[30 Mar 2005|11:33am]
[ mood | chipper ]

yesturday was totally kool!
i was walking tanner at 7 and i passed by nicoles house, and i was like "what the hell" and walked up and knocked on her door to catch up, cause we havent seen each other in forever.
I know her and ryan were b/f and g/f but her and i were great friends, so what u two did is between u two, but nicole ur still my friend!
so i sat outside on her porch and we talked for over an hour, it was really nice to catch up!
I will see u next time i go for a walk nicole :D
lotta love to everyone!!

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[26 Mar 2005|11:17pm]
[ mood | still pissed ]

the huh is i was extremely pissed about what i was told by somebody on their journal, and im not going to take it anymore, cause somehow i am being called the bad guy, when i never tried to be, and im tired of being refered to as this evil being, when i am never evil.
so i cant take it anymore and i felt that who ever really cares about me will take the extra second to switch and look at my greatest journal and leave me a comment.
so yah


Your Own Disaster [20 Feb 2005|11:25pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Just think of this and me
as just a few of the many things
to lie around
to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...

And I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
'Cause I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

And I dare you to forget
the marks you left
across my neck
from those nights when we were both
found at our best
Now I could make this obvious,
and you, you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders...

And I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
'Cause I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

And I don't think that you know
I said I don't think you know
I said I don't think you know what your missing

Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun

Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

Just forget me
it's that simple
Just forget me
it's that simple


[20 Feb 2005|11:24pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Hey everyone,
blah, yup thats me right now. I am just so shity right now its not even funny! Ever feel like you have been run over by a semi? Well multiply that by a million and thats wat i feel like.
One of my closest friends is no longer talking to me, and i cant reach out to him and get him to respond to me anymore, and its tearing me apart cause we were like brothers.
I really just want to curl up in a ball and roll away to where no one is, cause i cant deal with so much hurt anymore.
I try to roll away and i am still stuck here in this place of memories that haunt me because everyone of them is of friends who have hurt me so much

If you want to get a better gripon what i feel like download this song "Your own disaster" by Taking Back Sunday...

"i dont think that you know what chu've been missing... So forget me, its that simple, forget me its that simple!!" -tbs "Your own disaster"

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[18 Feb 2005|12:18pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

hey everyone!!
hows your week been? Hope you all had break this week, im sorry if you didnt!!
So yah this week has been uneventful yet still fun, so its all good. Hung out with hannah for most of the time, totally fun, yesturday was hillarious cause she put in spice world, and god it was the stupidest thing in the world!! But it was soo stupid it was hillarious! God we can always have fun.
Also just for a little fun i made a one night stand journal. It was called robbie_d_sucks! and it was just for a lil one night thing just so i could go and tell robbie to fuck off. It was fun, made me feel better, and made me and hannah laugh!! HAHAH, evil? just a lil bit 0:) lol!!
So yah, i deleted the account today cause i just wanted to use it for a few comments on his and his little bitches journal. So that was fun.
You today is gonna rock, i just ogt my hair cut, and thankfully the highlights are still there :) And we are about to go back to ohio for my sweet sixteen, (i wish it was like one of those super sweet 16's that they have on mtv, but alas im not that rich lol) So yah we are going to cast away bay at cedar point its this really kool indoor water park that has a water coaster, totally fun!!
So i am staying at cast away bay till sunday and then i have a people to people meeting sunday at 3 so that will be fun!!
So i will talk to you all on sunday!!
lotta love
smooches (inside joke lol)

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boredom [16 Feb 2005|05:47pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

ok today was a total bore!!
went to docs, noting happened there just waited for like ever, mom took me out for breakfast, breakfast club is totally the bomb!! (the pancakes are the best!!)
So yah then we drove out to look at some of the models for new homes (my mom wants to move)
So yah we got lost, and omfg my mom went crazy!!! We were like driving down this dirt road, and she was like "we are soo fucking lost" and then she looked at me and was like "lets just go for a fucking drive!!" and she said it in the craziest voice. I was scared for my life, i seriously considered jumping outta the fucking car!! And she like drove over this field of pot holes at like 20 mph and i like hit the cealing of the car it was fucking crazy!!!
Then we finally got directions from a cop, and got there, all the while i was laughing hysterically at my mom and i told her that i was going to commit her to a pshyc ward. lmao!
So the houses we looked at were totally gorgeous, i wouldnt mind moving into one of them. Hannah is totally freaking out over the idea of me moving, although its only 30 mins away, so its not like we will never see each other again!! So settle down hannah!! lol
But u should've seen these houses, totally imaculate!! The paint scemes where the coolest, and the rooms were gigantic and absolutely wonderful. The family rooms were the koolest because it had a two stroy ceiling, it was like standing in a carpeted ball room.
So i am having mixed emotions on weither i want to move or not, but atleast the houses are really nice.

O and its only 7 days till the big One Six, and im totally excited. This weekend will b kool cause im heading back with my family to celebrate amanda (my cuz) and my birthday at cast away bay (the indoor waterpark at cedar point) It will be totally kool!!
Well, im outtie.
lotta love


Licence, Job, CAR!! [14 Feb 2005|08:49am]
[ mood | complacent ]

hey everyone!!
Today is valentines day, yah gag me with a fucking spoon!! lol, o wellz, its just another halmark holiday so its just b/s! So yah today was a bore, didnt wake up till late, thenjust got ready to go to segment 2! Guess what ch'all im one step closer to my licence, completed segment two all i have to do is take a driving test and then in 8 days when i turn 16 i will be able to get my licence!! IM SOO EXCITED!!
And on the terms of a licence and a car, i have an interview with dairy-quenn tomorrow for a job! WOOT WOOT, that means ill soon have money and therefore have a car very soon!! YAY!! Im soo happy, this totally rocks!! Yay!!!
lol, so yah that was the exstent of my day, maybe tomorrow will b a lil more eventful when i go to the interview, and then maybe to hannahs hopefully!
peace yall!!
lotta love

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[14 Feb 2005|12:00am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

LMFAO!! i had such a great day today!! I went over to hannahs house and we had some major fun!
We made smoothies (yumm!!) and then we drew some koolio drawings,and then i went into this crazy ass cleaning binge! I saw hannahs room and oh my bob! It was like so unorganized! I had a heart attack i cleaned everything, I dusted the room, organized her purses. We even cleaned under nieth her bed (OH MY GOD!!) I think something moved under there!! LOL!!
So we cleaned everything and we got this koolio rope light that changes colors that we r also putting in her room!

It is going to such a fun break, im so excited.
Oh yah only 9 days untill im 16, WOOT WOOT!! I cant wait, driving licence here i come! And i also am going to get a job at dairy quenn most likely (crosses fingers) It is such an easy job to make ice cream (i worked at dairy-o last year so i know) And dairy quenn pays like a dollar more an hour than dairy quenn, so im totally hoping im going to get the job!
Lotaa love everyone!


[12 Feb 2005|06:42pm]

You Are A Realistic Romantic

You are more romantic than 70% of the population.

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...
But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.
You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets
You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!


[12 Feb 2005|06:35pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a7
your best quality isyoure pretty inside and out
your worst quality isWell, nothing I can think of
this is becauseIts who you are
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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[11 Feb 2005|07:52pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

gag me with a fucking spoon,
and hang me out to dry,
hanging here on wasted time,
thinking thoughts that bind my mind.

sitting here in wasted space,
with a blank expression on my face,
i could disapear so easily from this world,
with out a tear, with out trace.

So gag me with a fucking spoon,
and hang me out to dry,
my tears have made me soaking wet,
and i do not want to cry.

Thoughts filter through my mind,
what is in this world for me,
what am i trying to find?

So gag me with a fucking spoon,
and hang me out to dry,
all the noise that comes from me,
is a solitary sigh.

is life worth this fight im fighting,
are you worth the nails im bitting?
what are these words that i am writting?

Thats just it,they're just words,
and thats all i can do to get it out,
get out this emotion,
being helpless,
and loveless.

Wait for life to pass me by,
wait for you to pass me, too,
want to know how much i love,
all my friends,
and all of you.

Pay no attention to me, cause im just ranting and venting, cause i am totally dpressed. oh well

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Freinds MUST post [09 Feb 2005|07:23am]
[ mood | blank ]

If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of
me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about

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[06 Feb 2005|12:15am]
[ mood | happy ]

Today was totally kool!!
Went to downtown with hannah stephie and me!! so we just hung out down there, went to leo's for lunch, then said hey to bill over at decades, then we went and got ice cream at cold stone!! That was ubber fun!
Then we went back to ashley's and she got her stuff and then we headed to universal mall to go to the dollar theater to see the grudge!!
LMAO!! that movie is the greatest, it was even scarier (dare i say it) than boogieman! (which was totally fucking scary)
So then we left and i had to come home so that was the end of today's fun escapades

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[03 Feb 2005|10:13pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

today was a fun day!! School was blah like it always is, and then after school my mom let me go over to hannah's house to hang out. So on our way to hannahs house we decided to go to dtro!! So we went to starbucks, and we grabed bill and barrry from decades and sat with our drinks and just laughed our way through every sentence! Lol gotta love the whole dtro scene!!
Then i went back to hannahs house and we had this huge fight in the snow it was hillarious, it came to the climax when we tackled one another into the snow and just laughed as we froze our asses off!! Than we just sat around and had some fun and stuff!!
Never a dull moment when u hang out with hannah, especially when u talk about "toasters" ;) ;) LMAO!!!
lotta love!!
hope everyone will have a fun weekend!!
love you all!!

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